It's a Normal Day

It's a normal day. I woke up at 7:30 this morning to the sun streaming into my window/sliding glass door.  When my mom and sisters came in, there was one question they all asked, "How do you feel?"
... "Ummm.... good?"

Every feeling has mushed together. My feelings are almost nonexistent because they are so jumbled. It's a normal day for me. I will pack a few things for the day ahead, I will eat breakfast and take a long, hot shower. I will do my hair and makeup, and then I will squeeze into a newly altered dress. The only thing not normal about today (the only thing that really worries me) is that I will be wearing high heels for most of it and will probably be in so much pain, my feet will go numb. That's it. It's a normal day.

And then I think about the walk down the aisle.

...and here come the feelings:

I'm excited, terrified, and about to break down in tears (and I have no clue why). I'm wondering if I should have chosen lucky underwear or just pick them like it's nothing. I'm also wondering if there is a special kind of routine brides are supposed to follow on their wedding day. Most brides don't blog... I don't think. I haven't practiced doing my hair. I purchased all new makeup to use. My nails are chipped and I just had them done yesterday. I am too afraid to eat anything because my stomach is so sensitive. I want to drink as much water as I can so I don't pass-out, but then I have this fear that I will have to go to the bathroom during the ceremony and no-one wants to see a bride's "pee-dance" while she says her vows. And then comes the ultimate fear: the walk down the aisle. I don't wear heels... I will today. And then it'll all be over and I will have worried it away... I'm worried about that.

Sooooooo how do I feel?

"Ummm.... good?" ;P